URGH!!!!

You know I could use a lil help for the awful tummyache. Not in the best of mood right now.

Missed his voice. And I hate that!

@#$%^*(*!@#$%^&^%$#@!~

I am going to get some good sleep now!

Peace out!

Heads up the the tough year ahead!

Howdy people!!! I know I've been gone for quite a bit.

I have been so BUSY. Seriously. I have been wanting to blog since like eons ago. And now, I've finally got a tiny bit of time to do so!!

I'm like having this very tough time in life right now. Juggling between school, work, Black Hairpins and a lil family stuff. And as the close ones might have known, self-esteem is at all time low. Can you just imgaine, that one thing that makes you stand out a little, gives you the full confidence and attention is now gone? It's getting much better already though and I'm really glad. I know it'll take some time but I really can't wait for it to be back, stat! I'm very positive that it will be back soon and when it does, it'll bring back all the confidence and attention.

And so I'm really thankful that I'm not going through all these alone.

The boyfriend has been super doting, loving, sensitive, patient and supportive. This thing that's going on for months has really been bothering me and I somehow feel it has changed me, for the worse. Despite my short-temper, bad attitude and random tantrums, the boyfriend is still always there with me through all the hard times, reassuring me and showering me with all the love that he could possibly give. Thanks LOVE! ♥ you!!!

There's also this girlfriend who is constantly showing concern about this thing. She's like an elder sister to me you know. Always being there for me whenever the boyfriend and I got into fights, giving me advices in situations I can't deal with. Calling me in the middle of the night telling me random stuffs, but it makes me happy.

Boy, thank god dearest Ah Mei Na is schooling with me. She's a great company but not a good motivator though. I don't think I would have pull through this whole schooling thing if I'm alone. And you're welcome for making me listen to you, whining about your 'break-ups'. =p


Results for my first semester is out already. It's not bad, could have been better though. I'm contented with 1 distinction and 2 credits (:
And not forgetting my look-alike, she has been such a great partner and support in Black Hairpins. I'm really glad that I've got her with me to always make things work.

People come and go in our lives. I'm so glad that I've got such wonderful people who are the constants in my life. (: Thank you all, I really appreciate it. *Hearts*

Did my year end appraisal. And it was surprisingly good. Totally unexpected. A very good rating I'd say. And hopefully it comes with a fat bonus and a pretty increment!! (:

Looking forward to X'mas!!! Cliquees celebration, x'mas dinner with the babes @ the office and the BBQ with BITEs!!!

Can't wait!!!!!!!



 

Oh ya, BHP collection 4 is up!!! Grab the pieces at http://blackhairpins.livejournal.com/ before they're gone for good!! (:


So long for now. I'll be back with more pictures!!

Night you little monsters!!!



XOXO,
Phyl